Jacob Landers
Cravings
Why do we crave what is bad for us? We know it’s no good, we know it will only bring on pain and suffering, why do we still want it? ...
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Jacob Landers
Oct 1211 min read
Really, Who is the Narcissist?
How do I get drawn to narcissistic woman, and walk away from the ones that are not? First off, this word narcissist is used so...
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Jacob Landers
Oct 113 min read
ramblings of the untreated
I wonder how they do it, the normal, the average, the common. The simple, the stable, the content. I strive to be as he but end up...
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Jacob Landers
Sep 254 min read
My New Van
I wish I could just stay up here for forever, in this tiny reading loft that resembles the back of my van. I was so in love with my van...
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Jacob Landers
Sep 147 min read
Morning Dew
Morning dew is starting to become a regular thing now, all the windshields of the cars in the park glistening like diamonds. The air a...
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Jacob Landers
Sep 77 min read
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I should have brought glasses with me. I have a pair of readers in every room of the house except this one. It’s lame not to be able to...
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Jacob Landers
Jul 285 min read
I Almost Fell Fool to Fall
For whatever reason I would like it to be fall. Maybe it’s been the heatwave we’ve been experiencing or maybe I am just longing for the...
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Jacob Landers
Jun 305 min read
How Do I Like My New Place?
I’ve been asked a few times over, “how is it in your new place?” and I’m silenced by the question. I don’t know how to answer it, “It’s...
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Jacob Landers
Jun 157 min read
What Is Your True Happiness?
What is your true happiness? I think this is a question best answered after you try an exuberant amount of things, of people, of places...
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Jacob Landers
Mar 317 min read
What Color For The Front Door
I bought a mobile home, well more like a tiny home, but considered a mobile due to the two axels and four wheels. It is a whooping 420...
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Jacob Landers
Feb 115 min read
Pain is a Gift Placed in my Care
I had a thought the other day while climbing a steep trail on my bike. It was a beautiful late morning, the sun bright, the sky blue, no...
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Jacob Landers
Jan 2412 min read
In The Back Of My Van
I don’t know if I will ever be able to express the joy I feel when I crawl up on my bed in the back of the van, prop myself up against...
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Jacob Landers
Jan 97 min read
This Is Too Heavy For The Both Of Us To Cary
Misery is too heavy to carry alone, so we look to people to carry it for us. Miserable, I know this feeling when I am sick. I cough and...
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Jacob Landers
Jan 14 min read
Goodbye 2023
2023 is coming to an end, presently there are 2 days and 3 nights left. I wonder, is there a point to looking back at a year and...
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Jacob Landers
Dec 25, 20234 min read
My Christmas Morning
I can’t help but wonder what she is doing this morning. I care not to be with her, I care not to be with anyone really. No matter how...
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Jacob Landers
Dec 9, 20235 min read
What once was then, is not now, What is not now, was not then
It’s taken almost 6 months to get to the other side of that relationship. Taken almost 6 months to not play the tapes again and again,...
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Jacob Landers
Nov 24, 20236 min read
Squirrel Nuts
I can hear the rain lightly fall to the ground, tiny pitter patters in the parking lot below me. It reminds me of being a child, staring...
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Jacob Landers
Nov 18, 20234 min read
I'm a Spork
I woke like I wasn’t asleep, eyes wide open at 5:30. I tossed and turned all night, I need to stop eating cake at night, I’ve been so...
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Jacob Landers
Nov 12, 20237 min read
A Breakup Story
It was horrible. There was no other way to describe it. As much of a simple and dull statement as that sounds, that’s exactly what it was....
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Jacob Landers
Sep 10, 202311 min read
36 hours in the mountains
Throughout the wee wee hours of the morning, I woke to rain gently falling on the roof of the van. It was pleasant and I was grateful...
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