top of page

Search

The Road to Texas and Back
Day one is done, SLO to LA, 205 miles. 205 miles is the perfect amount of driving. One could do 300 all the same, but beyond 300...
Jacob Landers
Dec 22, 202444 min read
47 views
0 comments

An Excerpt from "The Way to Texas"
Well, it’s been an adventure so far. Maybe not a physical one, but definitely one in the existence department. I woke at 3:30 this...
Jacob Landers
Nov 26, 20246 min read
37 views
0 comments
Cravings
Why do we crave what is bad for us? We know it’s no good, we know it will only bring on pain and suffering, why do we still want it? ...
Jacob Landers
Oct 23, 20246 min read
26 views
0 comments
Really, Who is the Narcissist?
How do I get drawn to narcissistic woman, and walk away from the ones that are not? First off, this word narcissist is used so...
Jacob Landers
Oct 12, 202411 min read
65 views
0 comments
ramblings of the untreated
I wonder how they do it, the normal, the average, the common. The simple, the stable, the content. I strive to be as he but end up...
Jacob Landers
Oct 11, 20243 min read
29 views
0 comments
My New Van
I wish I could just stay up here for forever, in this tiny reading loft that resembles the back of my van. I was so in love with my van...
Jacob Landers
Sep 25, 20244 min read
43 views
0 comments
Morning Dew
Morning dew is starting to become a regular thing now, all the windshields of the cars in the park glistening like diamonds. The air a...
Jacob Landers
Sep 14, 20247 min read
23 views
0 comments


50
I should have brought glasses with me. I have a pair of readers in every room of the house except this one. It’s lame not to be able to...
Jacob Landers
Sep 7, 20247 min read
76 views
0 comments
I Almost Fell Fool to Fall
For whatever reason I would like it to be fall. Maybe it’s been the heatwave we’ve been experiencing or maybe I am just longing for the...
Jacob Landers
Jul 28, 20245 min read
51 views
0 comments
How Do I Like My New Place?
I’ve been asked a few times over, “how is it in your new place?” and I’m silenced by the question. I don’t know how to answer it, “It’s...
Jacob Landers
Jun 30, 20245 min read
69 views
0 comments

What Is Your True Happiness?
What is your true happiness? I think this is a question best answered after you try an exuberant amount of things, of people, of places...
Jacob Landers
Jun 15, 20247 min read
26 views
0 comments


What Color For The Front Door
I bought a mobile home, well more like a tiny home, but considered a mobile due to the two axels and four wheels. It is a whooping 420...
Jacob Landers
Mar 31, 20247 min read
495 views
0 comments


Pain is a Gift Placed in my Care
I had a thought the other day while climbing a steep trail on my bike. It was a beautiful late morning, the sun bright, the sky blue, no...
Jacob Landers
Feb 11, 20245 min read
83 views
0 comments

In The Back Of My Van
I don’t know if I will ever be able to express the joy I feel when I crawl up on my bed in the back of the van, prop myself up against...
Jacob Landers
Jan 24, 202412 min read
41 views
0 comments


This Is Too Heavy For The Both Of Us To Cary
Misery is too heavy to carry alone, so we look to people to carry it for us. Miserable, I know this feeling when I am sick. I cough and...
Jacob Landers
Jan 9, 20247 min read
36 views
0 comments


Goodbye 2023
2023 is coming to an end, presently there are 2 days and 3 nights left. I wonder, is there a point to looking back at a year and...
Jacob Landers
Jan 1, 20244 min read
35 views
0 comments


My Christmas Morning
I can’t help but wonder what she is doing this morning. I care not to be with her, I care not to be with anyone really. No matter how...
Jacob Landers
Dec 25, 20234 min read
86 views
0 comments


What once was then, is not now, What is not now, was not then
It’s taken almost 6 months to get to the other side of that relationship. Taken almost 6 months to not play the tapes again and again,...
Jacob Landers
Dec 9, 20235 min read
39 views
0 comments
Squirrel Nuts
I can hear the rain lightly fall to the ground, tiny pitter patters in the parking lot below me. It reminds me of being a child, staring...
Jacob Landers
Nov 24, 20236 min read
35 views
0 comments

I'm a Spork
I woke like I wasn’t asleep, eyes wide open at 5:30. I tossed and turned all night, I need to stop eating cake at night, I’ve been so...
Jacob Landers
Nov 18, 20234 min read
34 views
0 comments
bottom of page